Head Space

by Ellie on October 13, 2009

There is a place, a space in my head where only daydreams live. A space I retreat to when my senses need refueling. When my tired mind is ailing.

It is imagined and beautiful and calming and, most of all, mine.

I climb the stairs, running my hand slowly across the smooth stripped wooden bannister. As I near the top light floods through four giant skylights into the spacious attic. Sunbeams shimmer across the varnished floorboards. The air is refreshingly cool yet headily scented by a large glass vase full of freshly cut white lilies. The brilliant white walls reflect the natural light generously around the room.

Perfect light.

At the far end of the attic stands a partially painted canvas on an easel. An old dresser bulges with art materials. Paper, canvas, oils, acrylics, watercolours, charcoal, pastels, pencils, brushes, palettes, inks. All waiting to be turned into a flight of imagination. Sketch books are stacked randomly, each one filled cover to cover with ideas, swatches, cuttings and paintings.

The sunlight fades and then comes the rain. Each droplet pattering its hypnotic rhythm on the skylights. The brilliant light turns lilac as the clouds temporarily block out the sun. An old brown leather chair and a brightly coloured patchwork blanket offer a cosy retreat to read, sip hot milky coffee and indulge in a chocolate or five. The eaves are filled with books. Hundreds of multicoloured spines standing to attention. Each one inviting me to open it’s pages and revel in its tale.

I look out from the rain streaked window over the roof tops and in the distant sunshine glimpse the remnants of a fading rainbow.

This is my head space, a place in which I find comfort and inspiration inside a perfect daydream. ___________________________________________________________________

This piece was written for the ‘Writing Workshop‘ at ‘Sleep is for the weak‘.

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1 april October 14, 2009 at 1:46 am

That is so perfect :) Thank You for sharing that…I started writing the room in my head but found I couldn't share it.
You have brilliant discriptive powers :) so beautiful – thank you again

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2 blueviolet October 14, 2009 at 3:04 am

Now that sounds like a wonderful place to be!

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3 TheMadHouse October 14, 2009 at 7:52 am

Sounds like a wonderful place – do you paint??

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4 Muddling Along Mummy October 14, 2009 at 8:16 am

That is beautiful – thank you for sharing

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5 Josie October 14, 2009 at 11:08 am

Oh that's sounds like a lovely place! Can I come play?

I didn't know you were into artistic pursuits? Or is it an unexpressed dream?… because, you know, you really should…

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6 Sandy Calico October 14, 2009 at 11:09 am

I'm there right now – lovely :-)

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7 Insomniac Mummy October 14, 2009 at 11:21 am

Thanks for the lovely comments :) .

I studied art, many years ago now, but haven't painted since Big E came along. Will do again one day I'm sure.

:)

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8 alisonwells October 14, 2009 at 12:04 pm

Beautiful room, you evoked it beautifully with a tinge of sadness. As parents our moments of head space are so fleeting, we become subsumed in motherhood. As a mother of four young ones I've thought and written a lot about head space, it's the main theme of my blog. Although focussing mostly on writing, I enjoy taking part in my sister's craft group. These moments of sanity are essential to reconnect me with who I am, or just as a way of chilling. I sincerely hope you can make a small space in your life for your art again soon as it obviously means so much to you.

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9 Domestic Goddesque October 14, 2009 at 12:35 pm

How wonderfuly calming.

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10 Mwa October 14, 2009 at 1:32 pm

For a while I thought you were talking about a real space in your house there and I turned four kinds of green with jealousy.

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11 worldofamummy October 14, 2009 at 5:44 pm

That sounds like such a lovely room and it was so well written I was there! I love the idea of having a comfy old chair to sit in, often in homes (now that husbands 'help' to decorate) they like the new, clean and shiny instead of nice comfy old things.

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12 rosiescribble October 14, 2009 at 8:21 pm

Beautifully written. We all need head spaces like that!

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13 Discontented Little Mummy October 15, 2009 at 3:31 pm

I love the sound of that. There's so little space in my head ps there's an award for you over at my blog. Apologies if you've had it already – I don't really know what I'm doing (with awards, motherhood, life in general…)

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14 MadEnglishWoman40 October 15, 2009 at 7:59 pm

Sounds like a great place. Loving your blog, it's so interesting. Take care. Julie.x

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15 worldofamummy October 15, 2009 at 10:09 pm

There is an award for you at my blog. x

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16 ...mmm... October 17, 2009 at 8:00 pm

Ahhh….you liv ein yorkshire. How lovely. Happy Day dreaming.

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