Another Mother’s Day

by Ellie on March 14, 2010

With Mother’s Day almost over I’m feeling a surge of emotion. On such a bittersweet day I’m thankful for the beautiful children and husband I’m lucky to have.

Thankful for those now gone; My Mum, 29 years gone, but still loved and never far from my thoughts. For the Grandma who loved me as a mother loves a daughter when my Mum was gone. For the mother in law who, despite our differences, always tried to love me like a daughter.

Thankful for my Nan who keeps the memory of my Mum alive for me. And, I’m thankful for the two surrogate Nana’s in my children’s lives who provide that extra maternal love that is so sadly missing.

To say it in another way here’s a poem I wrote earlier.

Another Mother’s Day

Another Mother’s Day over.
Another year passed.
Another memory lost in the broken synapses of time.
Another card not bought but left in the shop.
Another flood of tears flowing.

Another Mother’s day, over.
Another year. Past.
Another memory, played out in a dream, lost in time.
Another card made at school with paper and glue.
Another flash of yesteryear, going.

Another Mother’s Day over.
Another year cherished.
Another memory made and recorded for all time.
Another card received complete with wonderful drawings.
Another rush of love flowing.

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1 Smitten by Britain March 15, 2010 at 12:45 am

This is a lovely and touching post.

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2 Ellie March 15, 2010 at 12:14 pm

Thank you xxx

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3 Barenakedmummy March 15, 2010 at 6:52 am

Thank you for writing that lovely poem – I tried to write my own mother’s day poem since my mum died 7 years ago but the hurt is still so strong. I hated walking into the card shop and seeing all them cards and not being able to buy for her.
Hugs to you
BNMx

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4 Ellie March 15, 2010 at 12:14 pm

I had a mini breakdown in Clinton Cards on Saturday. Sometimes life just seems so damned unfair.

(((Hugs)))

xxxxx

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5 The Mad House March 15, 2010 at 9:42 am

I am very emotional at the moment, I dont have the words, but the tears are on the keyboard
.-= The Mad House´s last blog ..Getting Maxi – Part Three Coming Home =-.

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6 Ellie March 15, 2010 at 12:13 pm

(((Hugs)))

xxxxxxxx

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7 angelsandurchinsblog March 15, 2010 at 11:19 am

You don’t realise how emotional Mothering Sunday is until you have children, or, of course, lose your own mother. I’m lucky to still have mine, but she lost her own mother nearly 40 years ago when she was 12. Like you, there isn’t a day that goes by without her thinking of her.
.-= angelsandurchinsblog´s last blog ..Guest post: Sleep is for the Weak =-.

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8 Ellie March 15, 2010 at 12:12 pm

It is emotional isn’t it?

I think I’ve definitely felt the loss of my mother more since becoming a mother myself.

x

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9 Jodie at Mummy Mayhem March 16, 2010 at 1:05 am

That’s beautiful Ellie. Your mum would be so proud of you.

xxx
.-= Jodie at Mummy Mayhem´s last blog ..Having A Rant: The Taker Mum =-.

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10 Ellie March 16, 2010 at 9:16 am

Thanks Jodie. I often hope she would.

:)

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